difficult one!

happy new year~~~
is another brand new year~~
My newly known coursemate invited meto their house for steamboat.
thx for tat~ =D
the first impression of them from me is they LC~~~
but actually they are very friendly and they proved me wrong~
thats good sign~~~xD
is happy to met them ~
at first i thought i going to be alone for these 2 advanced diploma years~
but is in the other way round~~
i get to know 70% of them in this sem~~ hmm~~
is happy to met new friends~
hope can know all of them next sem~~ hehe..

and now is exam fever~
everybody is crazying with revision for exam; of course included me~
today studied almost for 14 hours~~
damn! but study little oni! >< not statisfied!
i learnt so damn slow! drained up lots of time!
maths ar maths~~~ why u sooo tuft!??!!!
tomorrow nid to continue in the afternoon~~~ @.@""
2 subjects down! left 5 more to go!><
the rest 5 subjects are all the main course subjects!
these really killed me!
this made me think of~~~ why i wanted to take this course at first?? @.@
but i think is too late to think that~~~
aiks~~
all the things i nid now is motivation and work hard!!!!!!!!
gambatek to myself!!!!

and also good luck and all the best to U in your exam o~~ xD




gtg~~~
bur bye~~
good night and sweet dream to "U"~~♥






** if u read this, then the "U" is always u~♥ xDD

失眠的深夜; 我想你了~ :-(

worrying~~~ T__T

is 5:30am now~~

juz back from MCD~

Started to worrying now for all my 7 subjects~

juz now went library after my class...

looked through all the past year papers, juz realised that i du noe most of the question is talking bout in it.

omg!!! is week 12 now... 2 more weeks will be the final exams, yet i still dun noe most of the thing in the subjects i am taking...

and that really worrying me.. ><""

2 weeks 7 subjects???

really impossible!!! haiz...

i failed to complete my course in time before liao..

i really hope there is no second time~~~

it really scared me off! =(

went mcd to start study~ but end up managed to study a bit nia~~~ ><

no mood to study at all !!!!

really nid a big big motivation!

but dun noe where can i get such this big motivation??

from something, someone, or ... aiks~

had been very very very busy for this weeks~~

5 tasks for this week~~ ><

2 assignment, 1 report, 1 test, 1 presentation~~~

they really make me like this>> @.@"""""

but finally done and finished all!!!

cool~~=D

Presentation is a nightmare for me....

i really scared of presentation, and i had used 2 weeks to get prepared....(this is the first time i been so serious and get prepared for my presentation.. xD )

my presentation title was " bridge construction"~~ LOL!

dun even had any connection to my course~~

ish!

but at least i noe how a bridge is built! xD

actually i presented not good enough because i present over the time limit... and asked by teacher to talk faster and straight to the conclusions~~ @.@""

hope she wont penalise my marks~~

overall i am statisfied wif it...

i felt that i am not that nervous as b4 and also i can speak louder and more confident ad~

if next sem still got presentation, i will do it better~~ =D

anyway~

i really hope that something or someone can motivate me to brign back my study mood~~

hope i can do weel in my final exam!

time to slp~

2morrow nid to continue my revision wif coursemates~~~

nitex~ ♥♥♥

sweet dream~ ♥♥♥

GRADUATED! =D

I had drained up 3 years to complete my diploma course

and finally everything ended on the 20th of november~

i wasted one year to resit all of my failed subjects and yet i managed to clear all the failed paper in time and get myself promoted to advanced diploma.

Spent 3 years time juz to get a chance to stand on the stand and received a scroll from our college principal and the period is juz within 10 seconds~

i dunnoe how people think of a resiting student(EZ students)??

i for me i think issit ok and i feel great on the convocations day!

this is really the first and ever time i put on a graduation gown and received a scroll from the pricipal officially~ i really feel great!

first of all~ i really thx to m parent who were working so hard for money to send me to college for 3 years juz to complete my diploma course~

they did not blame me for failed to graduate in time yet they keep on encourage me to keep stepping foward and forget bout the past~ i love u mum and dad.

juz happened last week~

one of my tutor who had taught me in diploma is teaching me now~

she recognize me and she noe my result not good and been waiting for one year to resit~

she do hurted me not shallow yet quite deep~ ><""

She asked me one questions>>

>>"Your study so sucks and din hav any special abilities~ what are you going to be in your future and how are you going to find a good job??? "

once i heard this~ my eyes immediately turn red and nealy cried out! ><

i had tried so hard to forgot all this negative thinking and she juz ~~~ haiz~~~

what i done was~ ** keep quiet~

><

after that i emo the rest of the day~

what to do~ is impossible i stand up and slap her? ><

i wont do that to a girl~

i juz tolerate wif her......

aiks...

.....

.......

.........

i hope tat i can do well in advanced diploma to ZIP up her mounth!

i got my own word>>

读书差,并不代表没有钱途!

i will proved to her one day!

U MIND MY WORD!

time for class after waiting for 6 hours in library~~ ><

byE~

破产~~

又是失眠的一天~~

对不起，因为突然又想妳了。

有时候，虽然真的很累但有睡不着。。。

不知如何是好~~

咳~

31现在在外国留学~

没有他的日子，家里便得比图书馆还要静了~~

有点不习惯~

突然有点想被他欺负的感觉~~~xD

上个星期~

在面子书pm了我一个网址~~~

问我要不要买鞋子~~

因为现在英国在summer sales, 高达50%折扣~~

看了那网址~~

突然有买鞋子的冲动~~~

爱上几双puma的~

全都很美啊！！！

那里的价格是40英磅~

算一算~~

英磅是马币5倍~~

大约200零吉左右~~~

是有点贵啦~~

但如果是在这里买~~~

不止是200零吉左右， 而是要300至400零吉！！！

再加上不能保证是真货~~~

因为每次买鞋子担心的是怕被骗买的是水货。。><

如果是从国外进口的话， 还可安慰自己些~~~xD

太多的款式和颜色~~

搞到我用了三天来做出决定~~~

结果我选了puma mid cut~~

颜色是我最爱的蓝色~~~

钱付了~~

总数是237零吉~~

再度的破产了!!!! ><

我看我要吃几个星期的面包了~~~

但是有点兴奋~~

因为这是我第一双从国外买回来的名牌鞋子~~~

千万不可以现在让爸妈知道我买这双鞋~~~

不然他们会心痛死~~~T.T

要等到十月多才可以拿到~~

因为31十月才会从英国飞回来~~

没关系啦~~反正都没那么快要穿~~~

买来留在新年穿的~~~

是有点早啦~~xD

贪便宜嘛~~xD

买了这双鞋子后~

真的要去找几份工来赚回一点钱~~~

将老爸才不会发现我把钱乱花了 =(

好啦~~

是时候睡啦~~~

失眠都要逼自己睡了~~~

晚安~~~xD

是时候了~~~

是时候会家帮爸妈的生意了~~

为了忙ttnight, 在kl留了近两个月没回家~

在这段日子里, 有想回家帮忙爸妈~

但之前答应过朋友会来帮ttnight, 结果就没办法~

只好留在kl完成我的任务~~~

说真的~

我还挺对不起我爸妈的~~

自从店里的工人跑了以后，只剩下爸妈两人打理那生意~~~

都怪那工人！

好好的~干嘛突然跑掉啊？？！！！

老板都没虐待你~~~咳~~~

这是我祖父留下来的生意~~

一直到我爸的手, 已近70年了~~

其实这生意挺好做的~

问题出在于要拿重量~~~

生意是买秤的嘛~~~

每当修一支秤， 就要把重量举上举下好几次~~~

爸妈年纪大了，真的是顶不住的啊~~~

有时连我都顶不住啊！

真是太吃力了！！

最惨的是来了300公斤以上的秤~？？？

秤的体重有我的五倍以上。。。 @.@

每次问候店里的状况的时候, 妈都会说没舍大事啦~~

叫我别担心，他们还可应付的来。

心想~

干嘛要骗我啊？？？

需要我帮忙叫我啦~~

顶多踏长巴回去, 都不麻烦嘛~~~

好过你们在哪将辛苦~~~

我会心疼的叻~~>.<

一切都完了~~~

彻底的完了~~~

ttnight 2011 过了~~

是时候回家了~~

一直到开课为止才回来~~

能帮几多就帮几多吧~~

要不我开学了~就很少机会了~~

真的剩爸妈两人了~~~T.T

希望能快快找到新的工人来减轻他们的负担~~

我感觉到我像个败家子~~

没上课，留在kl只会花钱又没去赚钱~

每个月只等爸进钱给我~~~

妈的!!!!

真是受不了自己那么颓废的生活！！！！

将下去不是办法~~

好啦~~

回去就是了啦~~~

现在凌晨五点了~~ @.@

晚安~~~ ^^

**记得要好好照顾自己哦。。。

♥♥♥♥♥Genting one day trip wif family ♥♥♥♥♥

Was a wonderful and enjoyable weekend~~~

last Saturday was my 2nd sister Campbell university convocation~~

i become my sister photographer...

lol...

dun noe how to use DSLR~~

due to the weather too hot and bright in the afternoon~~~

the pictures i took under the sun all habis...

too bright..and the colour of the pictures all gone...

coz i had no idea how to change the white balance settings~~~

i think i should ask from friend tat own a DSLR~~

sorry sister... coz most of the pictures rosak and cacat liao... T.T

i will learn till i noe how to use DSLR!!!! xD

then till 12 something.... the sun had dried me up!

>.<

then we started our journey at bout 1.30~~

luckily my phone got offline gps~~~

it really help us!

thx "papago x5" apps~~

we reached at genting skyway at bout2 smtg~~~

thn straight to buy tickets~~~

after buying our tickets for cable car~~

wah!!!!!

the queue was so damn long!!!!!

after bout 1 hour of standing and queue for our turn to board the cable car~~~

finally!!!

we got our own "private" calbe car... oni for our family... no outsider~~~ xD

haha... my sister !!!!!

she cried!! when the cable car leave the building~~ becoz she scare of high!!! xPP

Reached genting bout 4 pm~~~

thn get to the first world hotel lobby to rent hotel~~

wat??!!!!!

FULLHOUSE!!!!

i was like~~ damn! i nid a very much! i nid a bed to slp!!!!

coz i slept for 3 hours yesterday and stay under at the afternoon ~~~

it was really exhauted!!!

but haiz... no room lerh~~

at first i was thinking tat we nid to slp at lobby at night lerh... ><

wat we can do tat moment is wait ..

wait for those whose din claim for their booked room~~~

while waiting...

met jackson, alicia, and kenny kentz~~~

they were performing at the lobby there...

jackson tell me a way to get a hotel~~~

but it will more expensive than the usual price....

becoz some of them is selling room privately !!!

dun care anymore~~

juz buy from them!

fuh!!

luckily!! thx god!!

after had a cool bath~

refresh again~~~

but still got bit sleepy but had to tahan... coz haven take dinner yet!

then we took a lots of pictures!!!

it was the first time my dads so enjoy a trip with us...

for last fews time.... suddenly will get mad of a little problem~~

but now he changed d....

changed lots~~~thx dad ♥♥♥

he told joke.. play wif us~~ funny posing infront of camera~~~

i can feel tat he getting younger and younger~~~

same goes to my mum~~~♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

really really enjoy it although i was in half dead condition~~~ @@"""

but i down at last~~~

10 smtg......... i take the key from mum and go back slp first~~~

nearly sick~~~

luckily no~~~

amitabha~~~

The next day...

woke up at 8 smtg~~~

we go for our breakfast and go take pictures~~~

cool morning...

sked to take bath....

cold like in the fridge after getting from the bathroom~~~

giggling all the way... @@

after checked out hotel at 12pm~~~

we straight back to the place where we board cable car~~~

it was really really a wonderful trip♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

fully of happiness, joy, and can feel the warmness while being togather wif family!!!!

i hope tat we got trips togather always and soon♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

waiting waiting~~~ xD

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