almost a month~~~

The last time i updated my blog was bout a month ago~~
a lots of things happened in that one month time~~
i refused to update my blog is because of EXAM!
aiks...
wat to do~~
i realy hope tat, tat was the last time i resit those subject~~
i had really tired to study back all those subjects~~
saw my friends study togather in advanced during the exam period~
feel bit sad~
coz left oni me studying those stupid subjects alone in the library~~
nobody can dicuss togather
nid to understand all by myself~~
i was really getting insane in tat exam period..
forced myself to study 14 hours per day~~
2 sessions>>morning college library, night MCD~
i really had to do tat...
and i had really my best~~
i really really hope tat i can pass all those three subjects~~
GOD BLESS~~
amitabha~~~

actually i had lots of things to speak out here..
but really no time to write~~
haiz~~~
in this one month time...
i had gone toward the stage of bankrupcy~~
because i had spends quite lots of money to buy myself lots of new things..
i was insane i think..
actully one of the reason was to release emotions~~
i bought lots of new stuffs and most of them are for the coming chinese new year ~~
after roughly calculating the money i spend..
is around rm 500++
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that was the first time in my whole life~~~
tat was realy insane~~~
cant believe myself~~~
promise myself not to buy anythings summore and cannot go for shopping for bout half year~~~
if really go oni can see cant buy!!!!
not much left in bank lerh..
Luckily is holiday now~~
if not i really dun noe how to buy myself 3 meals per day in kl~~~
lol....
the bad things is i having fever now~~~
aiks..
hope can recover b4 chinese new year~~~
amitabha~~~~
^^

aiks~~~

i wrote this is becoz i was not in the mood~
felt very down~
felt my heart like being poked by a knife~
it was pain~
maybe is becoz miss u too much???
i dont wish to be like tat..
but i cant control it~
it juz happened anytime, anyway when ur face appeared in my mind~
issit becoz i put too much hope on u before tat???
no idea~
i wish i could concern u more as like b4~
get to noe the problems u facing and can help u solve it~
but i think is not possible for now~
but i still trying my best to concern u ~
i noe is bit stupid i am doing this~
but it will made me feel good when i doing all this things to u ~
although sometimes u din giv me a reply or respond~
i hope u wont hate me becoz i done all this stupid things to u ~

quite sometimes din meet u lerh...
sometimes really wan to meet u ~
but no fate~
sad~
actually i went to college everyday~
the reason is not oni to study ~
but also wish can meet u up~
><>aiks~

chirstmas party at friends house~

lol...
came back from relatives house bit late and made them waiting forme to go to shaun's house for the chirstmas party~
they said wanna leave home earlier at 5 smtg to buy red wine as gift fort he party~
but i reached home at bout 6pm
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coz was traffic jam when my aunty fetched me back from shah alam~
really paiseh~
we moved at bout 6 smtg~
then we went to jusco to search for red wine~
RM 49.90~ 3 persons share~
still ok la..
haha..
reached shaun's house at bout 7 smtg~
we were the 2nd to reach there~
ah geng they all were the first but they waited for us to go in togather..
haha..
after finished enjoying all the niz food~
we started to play card games wif alcohol~
becoz of not enough people then i join in~
thn i had my coke although everyone was having alcohol during tat game~
the game rule was
there was a cup in the middle of us in the cirle~
there were 8 number "2" cards in 2 set of poker card~
whoever got the number "2" then u nid to add alcohol into the cup for 2 seconds~
then the one who got the last number "2" card~
he will be finished the whole cup of mixed alcohol which include:
RED WINE+WHITE WINE+CALRSBERG+COKE+CHIVAS!!!!!
OMG!!!!
i was the one who got the last number "2" card!!!
the first time i drank so much alcohol!!!
omg~
one shot finished the whole cup~
the weird thing was i didnt get drunk!!!
haha...
juz my body feel hot and my eye in red~
like vampire~
haha...
first experience and is very cool!!!!
i very seldom drink alcohol ~
but this is my first and the first time~
really cool!!!
thx friends!!
but angie drunk!!!!
haha..
very funny emotion and acts~
simply say anything~
haha..
wat we done were laughing!!!
hahahaha...
first time saw "funny" angie~
xD
reached home bout 4 am~
were very busy this few days wif celebration wif my relatives and friends!!!
really enjoy this year chirstmas!!!!
haha..
hope next year will hav the same things happend~
^^

chirstmas party~

25th december 2010~

my relative had organised a chirstmas ast his house which was located at shah alam~

on the chirstmas day~

my mum and my 2 sister came to kl in the morning by 7 am bus~

they reached here bout 10 smtg~

by tat time i forced myself to wake up and 9 smtg to prepare myself~

although bit tired but is quite excited~

but my dad din come togather ~

coz he was too tired of working~

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after passed me my stuff~

we went o wangsa to meet my 2nd sister and had our lunch there~

my three sister had decided to go shopping at times square b4 we go for the party~

we reached times quare at bout 12 smtg~

as the oni guy~

i done the things i always done when wen shopping with 3 of them and my mum~

tats was "WAIT"!

xD

haha...

but luckily i stil got myself 3 shirts and pair of shoes~

haha..

all very cheaps~

at bout 5pm~

we went to the kelana jaya station and wait for my cousin sister to fetched us~

we reached ther bout 6 smtg~

and they juz started BBQ~

then we juz joined them~

the best part was~

all my relatives had prepared cake to celebrate my and my sister birthday!!!!

long time i din had a cake for my birthday lerh~~

touch~~

T.T

thank u all very much !!!!

it really suprised me!!!

xD

bout 11pm smtg~

we had a gift exchange sessions~

lol..

i got a very cute gift wich is not suit me~

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it was a pink colour water botol wif a "hello kitty" on it...

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haha..

i cant use it

and i gav it to my sister lerh..

haha..

really enjoy the night wif bbq, birthday celebration and chatting around wif all my relatives~

hope can have this type of gathering o party again soon!!!!

^^

wonderful chirstmas eve~

24th december 2010 (chirstmas eve)

actually i had no plan on this day~

but angie had planned to got somewhere to eat and in the meanwhile to celebrate chirstmas eve also~

then she confirmed to go for steamboat buffet at "YUEN" at sunway~

is a bit far but is ok lar..

coz can "tumpang" ryan car~

xD

we had it for our dinner~

b4 tat i had planned to eat little bit things oni~

so tat at night can eat lots lots of things at "yuen"

haha..

i done tat..

10 of us went there for dinner,,

me,angie, pheng,joseph, xander, louis, ryan, momoko, chung sing, cookies~

we sat there from 8 smtg till 11smtg~

we had ate lots of foods~

i think can make it into 3 meals lerh..

haha..

after tat they said wanna go somewhere for drinking beer~

at last they had decided to go "THE CURVE"

coz lots of pub available there~

when we reached there a lots of people had get ready countdown for chirstmas~

the most dangerous part is they all were holding "snow spray"!!!

we tried to avoid from the spray~

but some naughty guys purposely spray on us~

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every pub were full of people~

they found one pub but is very expensive~

they denied it aqnd go back to "pool sanctuary" for beer and play pool~

haha...

we play till bout 4 am~

then we went back home~

(i nid to wake up 9 in the next morning..@@)

xD

人生需放下的8样东西~~

1、放下压力 累与不累，取决于自己的心态

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不要一味地羡慕人家的绝活与绝招，通过恒久的努力，你也完全可以拥有。因为，把一个简单的动作练到出神入化，就是绝招；把一件平 凡的小事做到炉火纯青，就是绝活。 提醒自己，记住自己的提醒，上进的你，快乐的你，健康的你，善良的你，一定会有一个灿烂 的人 生。

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6、放下抱怨 与其抱怨，不如努力

所有的失败都是为成功做准备。抱怨和泄气，只能阻碍成功向自己走来的步伐。放下抱怨，心平气和地接受失败，无疑是智者的姿态。 抱怨无法改变现状，拼搏才能带来希望。真的金子，只要自己不把自己埋没，只要一心想着闪光，就总有闪光的那一天。 纵观古今 中 外，很多人生的奇迹，都是那些最初拿了一手坏牌的人创造的。 不要总是烦恼生活。不要总以为生活辜负了你什么，其实，你跟别人 拥 有的一样多。

7、放下犹豫 立即行动，成功无限

认准了的事情，不要优柔寡断；选准了一个方向，就只管上路，不要回头。机遇就像闪电，只有快速果断才能将它捕获。 立即行动是所 有成功人士共同的特质。如果你有什么好的想法，那就立即行动吧；如果你遇到了一个好的机遇，那就立即抓住吧。立即行动，成功无 限！ 有些人是必须忘记的，有些事是用来反省的，有些东西是不能不清理的。该放手时就放手，你才可以腾出手来，抓住原本属于 你的 快乐和幸福！ 有些事情是不能等待的，一时的犹豫，留下的将是永远的遗憾！

8、放下狭隘 心宽，天地就宽

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stupid me!!!!

I had bought a chirstmas gift and is ready to give her last night~

but i ask her whether got time to come mu and i pass to her~

lol..

WTF am i doing???!!!!!

wan give her things ~

but call her to come and take??!!!!

fuck myself..

useless guys~

WTF was tat???!!!!

aiks..

lee qiang lee qiang~~~

i am very dissapointed wif urs stupid thinking and acting!!!!!

hey man~

ur are 20th years old now!!!

wat hav u learned in 20 years times???

juz learned to eat, walk and talk??!!!!

where are all ur altitude u learned in 20years time???

gave backed to ur parents d???!!!

aiks~~

not oni u make me dissapointed on u ~

all ur friends also had the same feeling wif me~

><""

20th years old lerh...!!!!

wei!!!!

try to learned smtg new!!!

juz a little problem~

and can make u like wanna die because of that small problem??!!

learned to e tuft!!!!

this is wat a girl need!!!

a tuft and confident guy!!!!

not a coward!!!

lee qiang~

trust urself!!!

u can do it de!!!

show somethings new from urself!!!

face any challenges and get it done by urself!!!

dun afraid of it!!!

come on!!!

u are u guy!!!

not a gal~

even a gal is more tuft than u coward!

stop having negative thinking playing in ur mind~

get ur own mind to the positive sides !!!

go man!!!

soli gal~

hope u like it~