lol..
long time din update my blog lerh..
coz of lag of time~~
i went back to malacca b4 CNY to help my mom to clean house and do preparation for the coming CNY ~
it is becoz 2 of my elder sisters were in kl and my little sister was working~~
it cant be my mom doing all the stuff~~
my mom is not a robot~~xD
besides tat~
during the period of CNY my dads ancient shop was very busy~~
and oni my parents handling all the works as my previous workers quited his jobs ><
to reduce their burdens ~
i go and help lor~~
hehe~~
actually i help my parent in shop bout 1 months ++
and i experienced tat is not easy my parents to earn money for our studies (especially in kl) =(
i do really hope tat this one months helping can get reduce their burdens~~
hehe...
is damn fast tat one year once CNY had past ~~
like it oni happened in few minutes~~~
but the CNY mood this year is worse than last year~~
maybe is because both of my sisters had went back to kl on the 4th days of CNY~~~
it was not enough funs during the CNY~~~
lol....
My god damn results out last week~~
and ~~ and~~~ aiks~~
i got to resit one of the subject again~~~
haiz~~
but i had predicted it....
coz it was the most difficult out of the 3 subjects~~~
lol...
this failure had destroyed my this year plan~~
damn!
actually i planned to work from this months untill september 2011 to gain some experiences~
but now~
had to wait untill may oni can start work lerh~~
wasted 2 months~~
!!!!!!!!
my dad say tat if i failed again~~
he will not bother bout my study again!!!!
aiks~~
i cant do anything~~
i borned to be like tat~~
not good in study~~~
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this time i really scared of it~~~
coz once i failed, not oni my dad will leaved me alone with my study~~
and also i will nid to repeat the diploma course again!!!!
at tat time , i will fuck myself up and done on my study~~
i will not studying anymore~~~
i will be giving up on any study in college o university!
i failed it becoz it is all bout THEORY!!!!!
the one i hate the most~~~
coz i hate memorise very much!!!
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AMITHABA~
i really hope this sem can let me pass the stupid subject!!!
popi popi~~~~
missed missed missed u~~~~~
^^