累•没变

累。。。。。
真的很累。。。。
可以感觉到非常的累。。。。。

自己都还不确定是否可以顺利闯过这个超累的学期。。。。
感觉是有点不行了。。。
有股想放弃的感觉。。。。
我从一开始踏入校园，在成绩方面一直都没舍骄傲的。。。
直到今天也是一样。。。。
做的比人家多。。
但是成绩怎么考，还是一样的差。。。
到底是那里出问题？？？
脑袋？ 心灵？ 人格？ 专心能力？
自己都没法知道。。。
都不知道为何我还这么拼的去读去做。。。
咳〜〜

有心事，不知找谁聊。。。
想找她。。 但觉得奇怪。。。
其实，我对她还有感觉的。。。
都那么久了。。
为舍对她的感觉完全没改变，没退化。。。
还是那么的在乎她，还是那么的想去关心她。。。
时常都会到她的部落格去看看。。。
=(
但有时觉得自己没再次去示爱是对的。。。
因为我了解自己的为人。。。
如果。。如果。。当初我成功的话。。。
可能现在我会把她给忽略。。
因为我会花大部分的时间在学业上。。。
应为我怕再次留级。。。 ：（
如果她读了这遍文章。。。 可能会觉得我很奇怪（因为我也这么觉得）。。@.@

现在的脑袋就像打死结的线一样
完全操作不到....
咳~~

今天早点睡~
真的没办法做功课了~~~~ =(
早点睡啦你~~~ xD
晚安~  <3

Tiring semester~~ GAMBATE! HWAITING!

Lefted my blog untouch for such long time
Spider web are everywhere in my blog
Because of Super duper busy this semester
Tonnes of work to be done within this sem
Thrice the busiiiiness comparing to the previous few sems
Let me lits out the task must be done within this sem
5 assignments, 5 mid term test, 4 lab reports, 3 lab demos, interim reports, prototype, fyp demo,thesis
 Okay... Is 21 tasks altogather
Damnn... Still left at least 6? Haiz.
I also dun noe what the lecturer thinking
Really run out of time this sem..
No idea how to get myself prepared for the final exam.
All are very difficult subjects, and nid time to understand
Till now still frustrting for my final year project preoblem
I am writing an android program which can be used to control a smart house.
Which mean that all the electronic devices are under controll of an android phone.
My job is to write out and android application
I am a bit regreted of promising my partner that i wanted to incharge of software part.
Coz my basic on software is not good and my logic thinking is not good to be a programmer.
Anyhow, i thicken up my face and go toward anyone who are good i software and programming
I am 60% done of my parts. Anroid apps is done. Left oni the connection to the computer coding still facing problem.
My partner is incharging the hardware parts, i really really hope that our parts can be connected and become a completed smart house projects.

Today mood really fcuked up .
Too pressure? Too tensions?
Maybe yes? Or smtg else...
Aiks....
Missing someone again?
Dream of someone again?
Oni can meet in the dream instead of real life?
Aiks...
Sometimes really hope that she can be by my side when i am down.
But issit possible?
Impossible i guess...
I juz nobody...
Listening to a song "Miss you like crazy".... Niz songs and is like singing from my heart and my feeling...

I really hope i can successful pass this sem and i will be very very very happy le...
AMITABHA...

Lastly...
Happy convocation and u look great today.. =) <3

Good night <3