Thursday, March 7, 2013

Hope everything goes smoothly~

i got my last semester result on the 5th of February....
almost fainted when i got my result..
got a C- for engineering management
i failed!
"finally" huh?
really dissapointed to myself once i got my result
i failed to do what i promised to myself at the time when i made up my mind to continue for my advanced
i failed to do that
i promised myself not to failed for the entire advanced diploma
and fell in the last second sem
At first i tot i can passed all and able to relax a bit and fully focus on the only one subject in the last semester
but so unlucky
i failed to do that
anyhow is failed
i cant do anything to make it pass except i resit! (i kept telling myself)
but i really really down on the day and the entire next day...
moody
anyhow
i nid to accept it also
i didnt perform well in the final exam due to the fucking silly mistakes
this is what i can blame
whatever... the most important things now is the focus on this two final subjects...
others things  temporary i cant touch
sorry~
if i tell someone like this...
maybe he/she will say i keep giving reasons.... =X
i am sorry~~ =(

Finally my FYP thesis came to the end....
was really suffering period when doing the FYP...
at least it is working.... ^^
at least i learn how to write a android application although my coding is not so good
hehe
few more months i am flying
and i am going to spent quite a lot of money
i bought my dslr and ready for UK!
RM 40K needed to spent in UK
is a big amount of money
i feel a bit guilty of using dad sweat money
and i still not able to be as good as what i sister do
T_T
My tuition still going on
but will end at the end of MAY and get my self ready to fly!
i work hard to earn money and save some money to go UK and have some extra pocket money
but yet still not much
coz the currency of UK is 5 times our country @@"
i wil try my very best to save as much as i can

i found the spare part of my little digital camera on9~~
and it coz me rm 150
ship from US =X
i told my friend about it and he straight say me stupid
say i use rm 150 to fix a camera that cost rm 99
for him is stupid
but for me i just wan to try to fixed it by my own
gain some experience, try out new things.
fixing a digital camera is not easy though
waiting for it to reach here
hehe
as what i did fixed my desktop!
i went to lowyat and look for the spoilt spare parts~
and i search for the whole building of lowyat...
but end up i cant find
i was laughed by some of the shop owner
they told me, power supply cant be fixed one
and nobody go and fixed a power supply
they ask me to change straight away and dun waste time
i did go into their shop and look for a new power supply but it cost bout RM 200++
@@
i din buy coz too expensive for me
but i found the spare part in Malacca
 HELL YEAH i fixed it
 everything went back to normal
i proved u all wrong, power supply can be fixed!
and i spent RM10++ instead of rm 200++ ;)

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我真的想你了
我时常梦见到你
在梦里很甜蜜
多希望是真的
有种想永远都睡不醒的感觉
但最终还是得醒

很想找你
但找不到话题
很想打给你
但怕打扰你
不是故意不找你
而是我不知道我在你心中是否重要
最后还是保持沉默
依然无时无刻地想你
=(

晚安 <3 =)