Thursday, March 29, 2012

Miss You Like Crazy~ =(

I used to call you my girl~
I used to call you my friend ~
I used to call you the love ~
The love that I never had ~
When I think of you ~
I don't know what to do ~
When will I see you again~
I miss you like crazy ~
Even More than words can say ~~~
I miss you like crazy ~
Every minute of every day ~~
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around ~
I miss you, miss you, miss you ~~
I miss you like crazy ~~
You are all that I want~~
You are all that I need ~~~
Can't you see how I feel ~~
Can't you see that my pain's so real ~~~
When I think of you ~~
I don't know what to do ~
When will I see you again ~~~
<3

nitex~
sweet dream~~<3

Monday, March 26, 2012

Stay strong and head for my target!

is little bit too hard for me in advanced~~~
it is more challenging that my friends told me b4 i entering advanced diploma~~~
time pack~ lots assignment~ not enough time to prepare for study~4 days out of 5 morning 8 am classes~having double time classes~~ haiZ~~
it really made me tired enough and exhausted~
but i had made my decision to continue advanced instead of working~
then u i nid to stay calm and accept all the challenges heading me~~~ ><
i had my own target~~~tat is succesfully finished advanced and fly to uk for 3 months for my degree~~~ without wasting one more year for either resit for repeat~~~ ><
recently i was thinking and setting a new target for myself~~
tats after getting my degree in uk and thinking to continue my master there~~
IT IS A BIG BIG QUESTION?!!!
IS TAT POSSIBLE??
I ABLE TO DO TAT??
IF ARE YES TO THOSE QUESTIONS~
how bout my family? issit my family can cover the fees and daily expenses there??
if not rm 1000++ is a rm 100,000~~ ><
arrgghhh~~~
is lots of money~~~ but i was thinking tat~~~ while i was still in study mood ~~ i wanted to finished it asap~~ if not after working ~~ for sure will totally no mood to continue to study and will forgot most of the things i had learnt previously~~ aiks~~~
i do propose to my parents~~
but is still a BIG BIG QUESTION~~
okay~~
i will think bout it later~~~
focus on my advanced now first!

i amitted that i learnt things very slow ~
i nid time to digest while others can understand immediately after explanation given~~ ><
this is my weakness~~
wat i do is~~ double up my study time~~~
2 sessions per day~~
morning is 12pm-6pm~~ and night 8 pm-2am~~ @@
it really tiring but i still nid to do tat for my dream~~~ =D
GAMBATEK BA! <3

actually i wanted to thanks god for letting me to met these 2 good buddy in my class~~~
who are salmon and vincent~~~~
they really good man and they do help me alots~~~
they staying in 11th floor same block wif me~~~
we studied togather and they taught me alots of things that i dun noe~~`
they really clever and intelligent people~~~ =D
i really appreciate the friendship between me and them~~~ =D

however~ stay strong and heading forward and not backwards!
ALL DA BEST!
SAME GOES TO "U"!<3
GAMBATEK!!! GOOD LUCK!!!

good night and sweet dream~~ <3<3<3