Monday, May 30, 2011

PARENTS is the GREATEST relative in the world~~

Sunday~
woke up at 11 smtg....
thn started to wash my dad car tat is wash by me alone everytime if i got come back to malacca....
is quite dirty and summore is in white colour~~~ @@""
i took 2 hours to clean it... plus polished the whole car to prevent the white colour to turn yellow~~~^^
3 sister went back kl in the afternoon~~
2.30pm bus....
after sent them to the bus station....
me and parents went for lunch~~~
kfc~~~
@@""
after lunch...
we went shopping till 5 smtg~~~
then go home...
after reached home....
i can feel that how my parents feel when 4 of us in kl while oni left both of them at home....
is very boring....
oni two of them...
the most they can do is watch drama ~~
tats all~~~
><"""
and how they worry bout us...
they very concern bout wat are we doing now!
dun feel irritating if ur parent call u frequently...
this mean thats they are very responsible parents...
and they love u very much as they love their life..^^
PARENTS is the GREATEST relative in the world!!!
they done everything for their children!
as example~:
my parents work very hard to earn money to support four of us to further our study in college and university!
the fees for the course is not cheap and also our daily expenses~~~
they work for money from a small bussiness~~
is quite tired and tuft ~~~
but they still very hardworking....
this is wat i have seen from my sight...
but everytime i stay in kl... i felt very helpless~~
the most i can do is when i back to malacca.... i juz went shop and help as much as i can... to reduce their burdens and pressure....
although most of the time being scolded by my dad when helpng...
of course i will get angry... but i remind myself alwayz!!!
WAT THEY HAD SUFFERED IS THOUSAND TIMES I AM SUFFERING NOW!!!
that is the way i cool myself down everytime i get scolded....
what they done to us is for our own good~~~
^^

3 more months to go ...
for my advanced diploma...
waiting waiting!!!!
><
feel very free....
i hoping very much tat my advanced start 2morrow! xD

i watched a video clips this afternoon...
is bout my previous coursemate official convocation clips....
their names is arranged according to the namelist~~
after him ~
it should be me on the stage to received the certificate of diploma course~~
but not me~~
T.T
felt sad~~~
but is juz a while oni~~~
hehe~~~
soon will be me~~~ dun noe when is the convocation date for me~~~
although is extra 1 year comparing to my previous coursemate...
but i still statisfy with is...
because this is my study ability~~ ^^

k la...
is enough for today~~~
2morrow nid to wake up very early..
7am~~ @@"""
good night and sweet dream to u ~~~ ^^


Sunday, May 29, 2011

give up?? i afraid nope...

insomia!
><
i am tired...
but my eyes not closing~~ lol
something keep flowing and appearing in my mind.....
i should missing~~
><
maybe i am thinking tat...
issit still worth to continue doing all these things???
but if i give up ... for sure i will not do it again in at least 1-2 years time....
everytime i do it...
i feel like i am dump at doing all the things~~~
but i still wanna do it~~~
coz i still interested in doing such things...
i still very concerned bout it....
i still waiting for it....
the things is...
i will hurt myself everytime i done it~~~
especially with no response~~ ><'
i wondering tat i being dodged~
but not everytime i do it....
coz if i do it too frequenly~~~
will get frustrating!!!><
aiks~
but at least will response me sometime~~~
am i stupid o dump??? ><
i am very frust bout it actually~~~
i nid someone badly to shout out! T.T

Currently in malacca....
back for lucas boy 1 year old birthday~~
we all backed togather....
3 sisters will be back later 2pm bus...
but i am going to stay untill tuesday~~~
coz i nid to help my dad in shop...
since there is not enough man-power to do things~
i willing to stay few more days~~~
coz the test weight is very heavy...
my parent had no enough energy to carry the,..
so i nid to be there to help to carry~~
^^
my sister bought some pineapple tarts for her previous emcees category members from malacca...
so i juz ask her to bring one for u~~~
so i hope u like it~~~
hee~~~ ^^

finally i can feel tat my eyes is tired~~~
tomorrow still nid to help dad to wash his car~~ @@"""
good night and sweet dream to u~~ ^^

Monday, May 23, 2011

jobs jobs jobs???!!!

My blog had been blanked for almost 2 months...
juz feel like very lazy to write..
and aso lots of things to write, dun noe start from which part ~~
first of all...
congratz to myself~
i officially finished my diploma course!
finally...
i drained up 3 years to complete my diploma course....
i hope do hope my parents are happy wif this~~
coz i already tried my best to finished it~~~
the next challenge will be my advanced diploma~
is about less than 3 months period from now to my advanced~~~
><"""
still so much time!
thinking to rest for these fews month to help some in ttnight~~
but my parents keep calling me to go get a jobs tat is related to my course~~
><""""
aiks..
3months!
who wanted to hired u wor~~~
thn if they hired me? do u think tat they will waste their time to hire for a new worker after 3 months?
if for a normal human thought~
it will be hire a worker that can work long term~~~
aiks..
the things is my parents keep calling me to go find!!!
omg!!!
can i juz staying in college and help in events in the mean time i get some part time jobs ???
is really irritating to go and look for a 3 months jobs !
let me decide myself can o not???
i wanna to stay in college !!!!(for reasons)
><""
i am getting crazy!!!
i really really nid someone to shout out!!!
aiks~~~

My yougest sister came to kl study lerh...
study the same college~~
studying the same course as my 2nd sister~~~
lol...
she was a finalist for TT NIGHT 2011!!!
emcee catogary~
but sad case...
due to our parents problem ~~~
she was forced to quit from it~~~
soli ar fang~~~
made u so suffer for those days~~
and soli to the committee also~~~
making a trouble to u all....
very soli~~
thanks for settle the problem with us~~
thx guys! ^^

dun wan to write lerh..
damn tired~~~
exhauted! nitex!
continues next day!