有时候~ 或许每个时候~

有時侯覺得自己其實一無所有 

彷彿被世界拋棄

有時候 明明自己身邊很多朋友

 卻依然覺得孤單

有時候 走過熟悉的街角 

看到熟悉的背影

突然就想起一個人的臉

有時候 突然很想哭 

卻難過的哭不出來

有時候 夜深人靜的時候

突然覺得寂寞深入骨髓

有時候 突然找不到自己

就让自己往镜子里看

至少还看到自己的脸

有时候，宁愿呆在家了都不愿意出街

是因为怕看到一对对情侣的甜蜜的时刻

自己却双手牵着自己的口袋成为独行侠

有时候~ 或许每个时候~ =)

我真的真的想你了~ =/

i  need you ~ 

Need some courages and answers to keep going~ May i ?

Fourth months!

been working for 4 months.

working in people country and made me a outsider.

but i was lucky that i being sent to a good site with good site manager and colleagues.

Before i started  my working life, i heard lots of friends who have step into working life complaining about their company have lots of politics.

actually i was ready to face that kind of working life, but now i am working in an environment which have only a minor politics. 

Everyone in the office are friendly and willing to help each others when facing problems even they are busy.

 i am glad to be part of PEC LTD employee. 

i think this is the job i am looking for. 

My own requirement of my job is NOT SITTING INSIDE OFFICE 24 HOURS!!! XD

And now i have been awarded by god with the job i am wishing for. 

appreciated! =D

Yesh! i am happy to such job. 

Yesh! is the job i am wishing for.

Yesh! is earning more than working in malaysia.

but~ life changed~ 

boring, lonely, missing all come to me now~

After working time, there is no significant things to do beside dinner and sleep.

The only significant thing i can do in my current life is doing OT.

the only thing that is significant which is earning extra money.

if weekend no work, i will be very very damn boring. 

Staying at home whole damn day! 

nobody to talk to. nobody to meet, nobody to chat to release some stresss....

aiks~

NO LIFE!

Everyday when i lay on my bed i starting thinking,

 i chosen to work at the field that is different from what i study.

issit a correct choice? 

 or is a must to work on wat i studied?

 if i done this choice to work on different field, will it be wasting parent money which they invested on me for my course i chosen?

hmmm.... big question! lol

<3

When i lay on my bed i think of her.

when i closed my eye i see her.

When my brain rest and slept i meet her in my dream.

i think i missed her real lots.

especially now!(when u read it now) 

did she accept long distance relationship

is she still available?

or she had someone else in her heart?

=X

I have no idea why the love to her never change since the first time i fell for her.

i guess the love trap is too deep and I fell in too deep.

i wish to take care, love, pampered her.

i wish to have her accompany everytime i am down and i am in pressure.

=(

possible?

but anyhow i really love her. 

From true heart~ =|

<3