aiks~~~

i wrote this is becoz i was not in the mood~
felt very down~
felt my heart like being poked by a knife~
it was pain~
maybe is becoz miss u too much???
i dont wish to be like tat..
but i cant control it~
it juz happened anytime, anyway when ur face appeared in my mind~
issit becoz i put too much hope on u before tat???
no idea~
i wish i could concern u more as like b4~
get to noe the problems u facing and can help u solve it~
but i think is not possible for now~
but i still trying my best to concern u ~
i noe is bit stupid i am doing this~
but it will made me feel good when i doing all this things to u ~
although sometimes u din giv me a reply or respond~
i hope u wont hate me becoz i done all this stupid things to u ~

quite sometimes din meet u lerh...
sometimes really wan to meet u ~
but no fate~
sad~
actually i went to college everyday~
the reason is not oni to study ~
but also wish can meet u up~
><>aiks~

chirstmas party at friends house~

lol...
came back from relatives house bit late and made them waiting forme to go to shaun's house for the chirstmas party~
they said wanna leave home earlier at 5 smtg to buy red wine as gift fort he party~
but i reached home at bout 6pm
@@""
coz was traffic jam when my aunty fetched me back from shah alam~
really paiseh~
we moved at bout 6 smtg~
then we went to jusco to search for red wine~
RM 49.90~ 3 persons share~
still ok la..
haha..
reached shaun's house at bout 7 smtg~
we were the 2nd to reach there~
ah geng they all were the first but they waited for us to go in togather..
haha..
after finished enjoying all the niz food~
we started to play card games wif alcohol~
becoz of not enough people then i join in~
thn i had my coke although everyone was having alcohol during tat game~
the game rule was
there was a cup in the middle of us in the cirle~
there were 8 number "2" cards in 2 set of poker card~
whoever got the number "2" then u nid to add alcohol into the cup for 2 seconds~
then the one who got the last number "2" card~
he will be finished the whole cup of mixed alcohol which include:
RED WINE+WHITE WINE+CALRSBERG+COKE+CHIVAS!!!!!
OMG!!!!
i was the one who got the last number "2" card!!!
the first time i drank so much alcohol!!!
omg~
one shot finished the whole cup~
the weird thing was i didnt get drunk!!!
haha...
juz my body feel hot and my eye in red~
like vampire~
haha...
first experience and is very cool!!!!
i very seldom drink alcohol ~
but this is my first and the first time~
really cool!!!
thx friends!!
but angie drunk!!!!
haha..
very funny emotion and acts~
simply say anything~
haha..
wat we done were laughing!!!
hahahaha...
first time saw "funny" angie~
xD
reached home bout 4 am~
were very busy this few days wif celebration wif my relatives and friends!!!
really enjoy this year chirstmas!!!!
haha..
hope next year will hav the same things happend~
^^

chirstmas party~

25th december 2010~

my relative had organised a chirstmas ast his house which was located at shah alam~

on the chirstmas day~

my mum and my 2 sister came to kl in the morning by 7 am bus~

they reached here bout 10 smtg~

by tat time i forced myself to wake up and 9 smtg to prepare myself~

although bit tired but is quite excited~

but my dad din come togather ~

coz he was too tired of working~

><

after passed me my stuff~

we went o wangsa to meet my 2nd sister and had our lunch there~

my three sister had decided to go shopping at times square b4 we go for the party~

we reached times quare at bout 12 smtg~

as the oni guy~

i done the things i always done when wen shopping with 3 of them and my mum~

tats was "WAIT"!

xD

haha...

but luckily i stil got myself 3 shirts and pair of shoes~

haha..

all very cheaps~

at bout 5pm~

we went to the kelana jaya station and wait for my cousin sister to fetched us~

we reached ther bout 6 smtg~

and they juz started BBQ~

then we juz joined them~

the best part was~

all my relatives had prepared cake to celebrate my and my sister birthday!!!!

long time i din had a cake for my birthday lerh~~

touch~~

T.T

thank u all very much !!!!

it really suprised me!!!

xD

bout 11pm smtg~

we had a gift exchange sessions~

lol..

i got a very cute gift wich is not suit me~

@@

it was a pink colour water botol wif a "hello kitty" on it...

@@""

haha..

i cant use it

and i gav it to my sister lerh..

haha..

really enjoy the night wif bbq, birthday celebration and chatting around wif all my relatives~

hope can have this type of gathering o party again soon!!!!

^^

wonderful chirstmas eve~

24th december 2010 (chirstmas eve)

actually i had no plan on this day~

but angie had planned to got somewhere to eat and in the meanwhile to celebrate chirstmas eve also~

then she confirmed to go for steamboat buffet at "YUEN" at sunway~

is a bit far but is ok lar..

coz can "tumpang" ryan car~

xD

we had it for our dinner~

b4 tat i had planned to eat little bit things oni~

so tat at night can eat lots lots of things at "yuen"

haha..

i done tat..

10 of us went there for dinner,,

me,angie, pheng,joseph, xander, louis, ryan, momoko, chung sing, cookies~

we sat there from 8 smtg till 11smtg~

we had ate lots of foods~

i think can make it into 3 meals lerh..

haha..

after tat they said wanna go somewhere for drinking beer~

at last they had decided to go "THE CURVE"

coz lots of pub available there~

when we reached there a lots of people had get ready countdown for chirstmas~

the most dangerous part is they all were holding "snow spray"!!!

we tried to avoid from the spray~

but some naughty guys purposely spray on us~

@@

every pub were full of people~

they found one pub but is very expensive~

they denied it aqnd go back to "pool sanctuary" for beer and play pool~

haha...

we play till bout 4 am~

then we went back home~

(i nid to wake up 9 in the next morning..@@)

xD

人生需放下的8样东西~~

1、放下压力 累与不累，取决于自己的心态

心灵的房间，不打扫就会落满灰尘。蒙尘的心，会变得灰色和迷茫。我们每天都要经历很多事情，开心的，不开心的，都在心里安家落 户。心里的事情一多，就会变得杂乱无序，然后心也跟着乱起来。有些痛苦的情绪和不愉快的记忆，如果充斥在心里，就会使人委靡不 振。所以，扫地除尘，能够使黯然的心变得亮堂；把事情理清楚，才能告别烦乱；把一些无谓的痛苦扔掉，快乐就有了更多更大的空间。 紧紧抓住不快乐的理由，无视快乐的理由，就是你总是觉得难受的原因了。

2、放下烦恼 快乐其实很简单

所谓练习微笑，不是机械地挪动你的面部表情，而是努力地改变你的心态，调节你的心情。学会平静地接受现实，学会对自己说声顺其自 然，学会坦然地面对厄运，学会积极地看待人生，学会凡事都往好处想。这样，阳光就会流进心里来，驱走恐惧，驱走黑暗，驱走所有的 阴霾。 快乐其实很简单，不要自己不快乐就可以了。

3、放下自卑 把自卑从你的字典里删去

不是每个人都可以成为伟人，但每个人都可以成为内心强大的人。内心的强大，能够稀释一切痛苦和哀愁；内心的强大，能够有效弥补你 外在的不足；内心的强大，能够让你无所畏惧地走在大路上，感到自己的思想，高过所有的建筑和山峰！ 相信自己，找准自己的位 置， 你同样可以拥有一个有价值的人生。

4、放下懒惰 奋斗改变命运

不要一味地羡慕人家的绝活与绝招，通过恒久的努力，你也完全可以拥有。因为，把一个简单的动作练到出神入化，就是绝招；把一件平 凡的小事做到炉火纯青，就是绝活。 提醒自己，记住自己的提醒，上进的你，快乐的你，健康的你，善良的你，一定会有一个灿烂 的人 生。

5、放下消极 绝望向左，希望向右

如果你想成为一个成功的人，那么，请为“最好的自己”加油吧，让积极打败消极，让高尚打败 鄙陋，让真诚打败虚伪，让宽容打败褊 狭，让快乐打败忧郁，让勤奋打败懒惰，让坚强打败脆弱，让伟大打败猥琐……只要你愿意，你完 全可以一辈子都做最好的自己。 没有 谁能够左右胜负，除了你。自己的战争，你就是运筹帷幄的将军！ 不是所有的梦想都能成 为美好的现实，但美丽的梦想同 样可以装点出 生活的美丽。

6、放下抱怨 与其抱怨，不如努力

所有的失败都是为成功做准备。抱怨和泄气，只能阻碍成功向自己走来的步伐。放下抱怨，心平气和地接受失败，无疑是智者的姿态。 抱怨无法改变现状，拼搏才能带来希望。真的金子，只要自己不把自己埋没，只要一心想着闪光，就总有闪光的那一天。 纵观古今 中 外，很多人生的奇迹，都是那些最初拿了一手坏牌的人创造的。 不要总是烦恼生活。不要总以为生活辜负了你什么，其实，你跟别人 拥 有的一样多。

7、放下犹豫 立即行动，成功无限

认准了的事情，不要优柔寡断；选准了一个方向，就只管上路，不要回头。机遇就像闪电，只有快速果断才能将它捕获。 立即行动是所 有成功人士共同的特质。如果你有什么好的想法，那就立即行动吧；如果你遇到了一个好的机遇，那就立即抓住吧。立即行动，成功无 限！ 有些人是必须忘记的，有些事是用来反省的，有些东西是不能不清理的。该放手时就放手，你才可以腾出手来，抓住原本属于 你的 快乐和幸福！ 有些事情是不能等待的，一时的犹豫，留下的将是永远的遗憾！

8、放下狭隘 心宽，天地就宽

宽容是一种美德。宽容别人，其实也是给自己的心灵让路。只有在宽容的世界里，人，才能奏出和谐的生命之歌！ 要想没有偏见 ， 就要 创造一个宽容的社会。要想根除偏见，就要首先根除狭隘的思想。只有远离偏见，才有人与内心的和谐，人与人的和谐，人与社会的 和 谐。 我们不但要自己快乐，还要把自己的快乐分享给朋友、家人甚至素不相识的陌生人。因为分享快乐本身就是一种快乐，一种更高 境 界的快乐。 宽容是一种美德。宽容别人，其实也是给自己的心灵让路。只有在宽容的世界里，人，才能奏出和谐的生命之歌！

stupid me!!!!

I had bought a chirstmas gift and is ready to give her last night~

but i ask her whether got time to come mu and i pass to her~

lol..

WTF am i doing???!!!!!

wan give her things ~

but call her to come and take??!!!!

fuck myself..

useless guys~

WTF was tat???!!!!

aiks..

lee qiang lee qiang~~~

i am very dissapointed wif urs stupid thinking and acting!!!!!

hey man~

ur are 20th years old now!!!

wat hav u learned in 20 years times???

juz learned to eat, walk and talk??!!!!

where are all ur altitude u learned in 20years time???

gave backed to ur parents d???!!!

aiks~~

not oni u make me dissapointed on u ~

all ur friends also had the same feeling wif me~

><""

20th years old lerh...!!!!

wei!!!!

try to learned smtg new!!!

juz a little problem~

and can make u like wanna die because of that small problem??!!

learned to e tuft!!!!

this is wat a girl need!!!

a tuft and confident guy!!!!

not a coward!!!

lee qiang~

trust urself!!!

u can do it de!!!

show somethings new from urself!!!

face any challenges and get it done by urself!!!

dun afraid of it!!!

come on!!!

u are u guy!!!

not a gal~

even a gal is more tuft than u coward!

stop having negative thinking playing in ur mind~

get ur own mind to the positive sides !!!

go man!!!

soli gal~

hope u like it~

~wonderful dinner~

Reached home about 5 pm and was raining out there..
i was wet by the rain~
but not much~
hehe~
when after bout half and hour i get home~
i started to had bit dizzy and pain on my head~
damn suffering!!!
suddenly i thought of my head was wet by rain when i was on my was to get home..
but i do nothing when i get home~
tats the reason i get dizzy~
without much delay~
straight away went for bath~
after finished bath..
it was so cold and fresh but the stupid pain still playing around on my head~><~

these were what i cooked..

the rice andthe onios eggs~

the vege bought from mamak stall due to cant get fresh vegetable~

xD

it was very niz and had the "smell" of eating mum cooking!!!!

wow...

exam fast fast past..

i wan to go home eat!!!

muahaha..

i will train myself to cook~

To suprise "someone" one day!!!

xD

hehe~

"EMO" day~

Was thinking to get myslf a new back-pack as my current bag going to retire soon~
I used it everyday for more than one year d~
I think is the time to get a new one to replace it...

this time i am looking for a bag that can stuff lots of things inside it..

so tat i no nid to carry so many bag when going back malacca..

xD

Therefore, i had made a plan last night to go times square and sungei wang to look for it~

and in the meantime to go and relax my moody mood~

>,<

aiks..
the bad things is i had to go alone~
no one can acc me~

><

No choice~

Then i wen there at bout 12pm~

reached sungei wang first~

then saw a shop tat selling different kinds of bag..

then i went in to try my luck~

saw one that i am looking for~

asking for the price~~~

aunty>> is RM 100+10% discount~

so the price is RM 80.00

LOL~

><

is still expensive~
the bag is quite suit and is the one tat i looking for~
the oni problem is the price~
==
me>> err~ aunty, nvm lar... if i wan~ i will be backed de...
CIAO~xD
coz wanna to look for a better and cheaper wan...
after tat cant find any~
then decided to go times square
lol...
nearly get lost in sungei wang...
cant really reconize the way i go...
cant find the way out to times square~
==|||
luckily i got the way..
reached there bout 2 smtg~
then continue to my mission~~
suddely saw a shop wif 50% discount..
then i walk into the shops~
found a formal shirt which is quite niz and is on 50% discount~
tried for some of them~

Finally get one for myself~
after discount RM 50~
like it!

this is the one~xD

woohoo!!!
got shirt to wear for the cuming prom night le..!!!
haha!!!

then is bout 2.45 pm~
saw mcd restaurant..
think of lunch set~
then straight away go line up for it..
quite a time din eat mcd lerh~
xD
lol.
stupid malay!!!
take my place although a get it first...
luckily i am a patient human...
if not~~~
xD
at last find a place to sit down and enjoy my breakfast-lunch meal~
after finished makan then continue to search~
after bout one hour~
felt bit tired~
then thinking of going home~
to save bit money ~
i had decided to walk all the way from sungei wang to KLCC to take lrt back home~
hehe..
xD
reached home bout 5 smtg~
is quite fun to go shopping alone~
but got bit feeling lonely~
hee~~
going to do it again next time!!!!
hahaha...
xD

missed the times badly~

A week lerh...
i din update ma blog
times past so damn fast...
A week time juz past like tat without doing much things~
><
and the final exam is juz around the corner..
aiks...
Actually i am suffering and felt regret tat i confessed to her without preparing myself~
and causing us not like b4 lerh...
last time, we were very closed friend chatting around~
jokes~
telling wat she suffering and problem she faces~
and same goes to me~
when she face problem she will shout to me~ >.<
and i feel tat we are far apart from each other since i made my confession to her~
><
should i continue to do wat i hav done b4 this???
actually i am still very very concern bout her..
but not as much like b4 lerh..
because we seldom sms and msn chatting wif each others~
as she say she dun like to sms coz not convenient and slow~~~
to made her feel comfortable, i din find her everytimes~
what i do is juz sometimes concerned her by message her~
juz to confirmed she is in the good conditions~^.^~
i do hope tat she wont feel very "fan" on me~
if u are~
pls tell me!!!
dun make me like a fool~
^^

It was my fault tat i had no confident to myself b4 tat....
i noe tat girls wont fall in love wif a guys without confidents and braveness~
but i nid times to change and upgrade myself....
hope tat we can chat like b4 lar...
if not i am very boring at home nobody to chat wif~xD
^^

i wrote this wif no negative offence~
^^
jus now express wat i am thinking and my feeling~
peace!!
xD

gud luck to myself~
^^

你知道吗???

你知道吗？
你不在的时候~
我很茫然……（因为不知道要和谁聊心事）
你不在的时候~
我会胡思乱想……（想你是不是对我厌倦了）
你不在的时候~
我有多想拿起电话打给你……（想听你的声音）
你不在的时候~
没人能安抚我的情绪……（心情低落，需要你的安慰）
你不在的时候~
我的心里有多么寂寞……（只有你，我才不会感到寂寞）
你不在的时候~
想找你却又找不到……（我想你了）
你不在的时候~
心里觉得我被你遗弃了……（因为你冷漠的态度）

一旦我向你抱怨
你一定会不耐烦
甚至觉得我不可理喻
对我大声地说
“都和你说我在忙了！你怎么还不明白！”
“难道我喝个茶都不行吗？！”
“我累了！不想和你解释那么多！”
“………………”

我不想那样
我不想和你有任何的误会
所以
就算我心里有多难受
我还是选择沉默

只因为

我爱你！！！！！
^^

new shoe!!! woohoo!!!!

Finally!!!

haha..

finally i got my shoe!!!

i waited for it two months lerh!!!

><

the shoe i ordered and paid on 4th october~

omg!!

last wednesday i oni got it...

and luckily roommate were at home..

thx guys~

this is a sport shoe for playing basketball wan~

hehe~

the name is nike "kobe bryant V"~

woohoo~

is a shoe tat i wan it long time ago~

although is not genuine wan...

but is ok for me...

hehe..

can comfort me can le..

xD

coz i din hav tat amount of money to buy a genuine wan..

hehe..

the price of the genuine wan is bout rm 400++

omg~

can buy 3 of this le~

xD

is a niz niz shoe and is AAA goods~

so is almost the same as genuine wan..

haha..

i am a human who change new pair of shoe very often~

dun noe y..

i can spoilt a shoe very fast~

half year change a new pair~

aiks...

am i too fat???

the shoes cant stand the pressure of me???

xD

haha..

but i used to it le...

and is also a reason i buy not too expensive shoes~

xD

i hope this shoe can last longer if i take good care of it..

haha...

friends~

how do you feel of this shoes???

comment it~

xD

working day~

Woke up at 6 am in the morning~
but my work start at 10am~
==
it located at SHAH ALAM MALAWATI STADIUM~
is very very far and i never been there b4~
lol...
so me and lemon went out at 7 am~
lol..
we took 2 hours to reached there..
it was 9 am~
nobody was there..
oni we both~
==||
reached too early lerh..
haha..
then after an hours waiting~
they finally reached ...
when we go into the indoor stadium~
ohh~
is a proffesional basketball court~
it was my first time to be in this place ~
lol..
they warer seting up~
lex told us tat our jobs is cover the floor wif the red carpet..
he say we nid to wait for the carpet to reached oni we can start worrk..
wat can we both do is wait!
lol..
at last we had waited from 10 am till 3 pm~
==|||
free for so many hours!!!
god!!!
nearly died of boringness.
xD
after we done our jobs~
it was already 5 smtg~
lady boss say wait for lex to settle his things first oni send us to ktm station~
at last, he sent us to train station at bout 7pm~

it sound like a very easy jobs~
ya is true!
but for me i rather working till exhauted but not wait till exhauted!!!
xD
haha..
WAT A "TIRING" WORKING DAY...
xD

一直等到那天~~

突然感觉到我的生活变得很空虚~
搞得我自己emo~
不知道为什么~
应该是因为没和你发短讯了吧~（没特别意识）
这都是我自找的！

对不起~
因为做了一些忽略了你的感受的事~
还害了你被挨骂~
愚蠢的我~
每次只会叫你不糊思乱想~
但是自己却满脑是负面思想~
咳！
失败失败！！！
搞到自己一直误会你说的东西~

老实说~
你是一位很特别的女生~
这是我个人对你的看法~
其实，我想知道你对我的看法~
对你来说~
我是一个怎样的人???
呵呵~

每天不管是手机短或是msn~
当看到是你发来的~
心里都会感觉温温的~
ERRR~~~
可能是我想太多吧~
自作多情吧~

在这两天里~
想在msn找你聊天~
但是不知道要聊什么~
找不到话题作为开场白~

你已说了~
不想那么早被恋爱约束~
让你在玩多几下~xD
我也不勉强你~
但是我会一直等~
等到你定性的那一天~
希望不会等太久哦~xD

soli gal~

This is the first time i confessed to a girl tat i like~
but FAILED!!!
and i think i had dissapointed her~
coz the way i confessed to is not as she think of~
maybe i was very nervous till dun noe how to express my words to her in the phone..
lol...
and also~
she was scolded by her dad becoz of me~
coz her telephone bill was very high last months becoz i sms wif her too much and never think of her feeling~
aiks...
soli gal coz "wei nan" u le~
i really din think of will causing u like tat~
>.<
after i had read her new updated blog~
i found out tat i had misunderstood her very much!!!!
omg!!!!
very soli ar~~~
y i had so many farking negative thinking playing in my mind!!!!!
aiks...
but i will change myself as soon as possible~
i had get lots of advices from friends and my dear sister~
i will improve myself to more strong and more confident in myself!!!!
gimme some time~
i will get it done de!!!
beat up my weakness!!!
^^
gud luck~

backed to normal boring life~

finished!!!
musical "PATRIOT OF LOVE" had successfully done!
it was a wonderful night~
wif the wonderful performances performed by all the performers ~
well done guys and girls!!!!
stage crew>>>
we have been working hard togather for almost 2 months for the stage~
we had sacrified our time and energy to build out the stage which used for the musical~
we estimated~
we had use almost a thousand nails to built the stage!!!
haha..
but our 2 months hardworks been destroyed by US ourselves in 2 mins!!!!
it is for sure tat our heart will being hurt~
but i noe tat is one of our target and planning of building the stage!!!
for me~
it is fun!!!!
haha....
coz we got the effects tat wat we expected and planned after destroying the stage!!!
we were so happy after destroyed our own built stage!
xD
sad~
coz musical had finished no more chance to stay in college hall as before~
but now go college hall also ntg to do le~
i do hope tat we can work togather again in the next events!!!!
gogogo!!!
^^

GO FOR IT ???!!!!!

this fews weeks i was very confusing tat whether i should go for it o not~
aiks~
i was single since i was born till now~
is already 20 years~
but i still not own tat braveness to go for it although i wanted to so much~
aiks....
i dun noe whether it is the right choice both myself and someone~
the first things ~
IF i go for it~
will she give me a chance???
can i really let her feel warm all the time with me???
will i hurt her???
did i hav the capacity to own her???
did i hav the qualification to own her??
did i suit her??(base on her types)
will i really care bout her after i owned her?
is this the right choice i made to owned her???
al these question keep running around and playing around in my brain~
and making me frustrating and emoing~
i dreamt of her this few days~
and i hope tat i cant get up forever from those dreams~
but at last wake up also~
><
WHY I HAVE TO DO????
GO FOR IT????!!!!!
aiks~


nitez~
5:12am (18/11/2010)
><||

HATE MYSELF VERY MUCH!!!!!!

Since i was young~

watever i had done was WRONG!!!

it was because i done anythings no matter is correct o wrong ~

i was scolded and shown angry faces by my dad~

i was asking myself~

it is because i am the oni boy in my family and he so care bout me till like tat??!!!!

is this the way how he taught me and grew me up~

and why my sisters are not being taught like tat???

issit because they are smart enough and i am not??!!!!

><

and i am telling the truth here ~

it had totally spoilt self-confidence~

aiks~

and now..

i am studying in college ....

because of no self confidence~

i have no confident in doing anything!!!

included my study,making friends,having conversations with other people,romance and etc~

wif all this kind of weakness~

how am i going to face the world outside within fews more years??!!!

fark!!!!

and the worst things is how am i going to built my self-confidence in such age now???!!!

haiz..

also because lagging of this stupid farking things..

i lost myself~

i had no way to go after i failed some of my stupid farking subjects!!!!

is caused me failed to make myself into advance diploma!!!

and stucking in diploma while all of my classmates are having their advanced diploma~

aiks~

why is tat all my friends can make it..

but why oni me cant???

issit i am stupid???

its not fair at all!!!!!

><

everytimes i saw my previous coursemates diploma graduations photos~

i felt very very down and very very dissapoited to myself coz i cant find myself inside those photos~

issit because of lagging of self confidence in studying???

haiz~

everytimes i go shopping with friends~

they are all in couples but oni me alone~

i was asking myself why am i alone???!!!

issit becoz again din own tat stupid farking confident again??

yes!!!

it was my answer~

SERIOUSLY~

i cant really face to face chatting wif a girl tat i am interested~

i will feel very nervous~

and cant really speak ~

lolz~

is becoz i scared i will say somethings wrong o i am not good looking~

and also i very care how she think bout me~

><

these are all becoz of no confidentS!!!

>< >< >< >< >< >< ><

how how how??!??!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I HATE MYSELF VERY VERY MUCH!!!!!!

GOD!!!

show me a way!!!!!!

><

...........

5 more days~

we had worked for the stage for bout 5 weeks ad~

time past so fast!

and today we can moved in our things into the college hall~

we satrt our works 11 in the morning~

this is our progress for today works~

the most difficult part is th middle house which is double storey house..

luckily we had a pro carpenter in our team~

and he made it very stable and is all using planks and woods to built it up ~

we succesfully built the second storey till very tuft!~

it can hold three peoples weight!!!

the bad thing is i hurt myself today~

which is i made a mistake when trying to get down from the platform~

my chest had bang the edges if the platform!!!

omg!!!!

it is damn pain!!!!

like going to die and difficult in breathing!

i rested for 1/2 hour~

luckily no big problem happened to me~

thx god!

xD

oni left 5 days to the actual day~

i do hope tat..

we can finish it in time and we will tr our best!!!

gambatek togather lar all the stage crew!!!!

^^

exhauted day~

because the college is providing us(stage crew) foods for this two weeks before the musical !

we all said yesterday that today we nid to meet up at college at 10am in the morning~

to enjoy our free breakfast!!!

haha..

at last we all reached there around 10.30~

as usual will late a bit de..

xD

i enjoyed it very much~

because long time i didnt have a so wonderful breakfast liao..

normally i will juz buy one bread for my breakfast..

lol....

to be easy for everyone..

pheng parked his car at the road side in front of canteen 2~

it is against the rules in college and it will be clamped and fined rm 50!

haha...

pheng car nearly get clamped when we having our breakfast~

luckily xiong saw the guard was writing somethings infront of pheng car.

and pheng immidiately rush to his car and talkk the to guard~

luckily the guard let pheng go~

if not pheng will rm 50 poorer~

xD

then we went to our working place after tat...

we started our works at bout 1pm~

at 2 pm ~

angie pheng and xiong went out to buy some biscuits for which sponsored by college..

they came back wif a lots of things tat is delicious and we can eat for one week..

damn lots of niz biscuits~

haha..

and they also buy us our lunch..

because we ate too much in the morning~

and can stand till afternoon~

and we keep our lunch for dinner~

haha...

at bout 6 smtg~

we rest and we went to watch their rehersal for the musical~

and we hav our dinner while watching~

not bad ~

and nid more pratices...

gambatek!!!!

u all can de!

after finished makan...

we continue our works~

thn tat time i hav not much think to do ...

start asking myself why will i came here and help for all this works??

and not sleep and resting at home???

to statisfy my feeling~

i gave some answers to myself and they are:

1.i came here work for it because my friends need helps.

2.i came here work for it because i dun wan to watse my time whole day at home and doing nothing.

3.i came here work for it because i willing to learn new things from them~

4.i came here work for it because i wanna to keep in touch with my friends which work togather b4 at tt night 2010 and it is fun while working wif them~

issit all the reply statisfying myself???

i think yes!!!

because i am the person who like outing ~

and do not like to stay at home and facing the computer whole day without moving much~

tats me!!!!

i do hope tat i can accept my life now

which i need to wait for one year to get study my advanced diploma~

all the best to myself!!!!

gambatek!!!

^^

wat a day~

I woke up at 10.00am when alarm ringing but i off it and slept back ~

slept very late last night coz of ~~~~

hee~

cant stand to it when woke up, coz too tired and bit lazy~

xD

when i woke up~

it going to 1 pm~

omg!!!

i slept too much d~

lol..

i sms meng to ask him wat time going to start work for the stage and he told me 4 pm~

lol..

is ok then~

then i wen to college by 1.45 pm bus~

i tabao from canteen2 and bring to backstage to eat~

on the way going up to college hall..

i nearly "bang " by a little myvi of an "aunty"~

her driving skill is learnt from the game "burn out"!!!

fuh!!! luckily i am still alive now~

haha...xD

then the aunty stop her car~

and say she is going to class wor~

thn i say o...

then u go lar..

bye~

xD

then i straight to the backstage~

meng they all were there...

but they going for a 2 hours class at 2pm~

lol..

left me alone there..

after finished my "breakfast-lunch" meal~

very free there..

luckilyi brought the storybook tat "aunty" borrowed me last few weeks ago~

haha...

it is a quite niz story book~

but i read very slow because it is written in chinese and is in vertical~

==||

read sia rest sia~

it already going to 4pm and they are backed~

and we started our works~

when i goin to bend down and saw a plank~

i heard a sound"pluckkkkk"!!!

omg!!!!

is my pants!!!!!

my pants koyak!!!!

the hole was very big~

luckily i was at backstage and not going anyway, all are my friends..

then not so embarassed!~

i am wondering ~

is it true tat " aunty " said i am fat everytime??!!

maybe yes!

haha..

i should start do some sport and keep myself fit~

and not fat!!!!

xD

and also thanks to pheng who fetched me back~

if not i nid to go back by bus wif

a big hole at my backside...

tat will be very embarassing~

><"""

tats all for now..

will be back soon~

^^

修好了!!! 耶!!

今早起得比平时早了点~
因为是要和angie一起跟学校的van出去买做stage的才料的~
但是突然改plan讲没去了~
angie就叫我问pheng他们几点去买~
我打给pheng
他说他跟xiong两点才上完课
所以两点后才去~
结果,我12点多就去学校吃午餐(便宜嘛)~xD
吃到来是一点多。。。
还要等一段时间。。
刚想到我的重考的课目今天开始伸请~
趁现在记得~
就走到CITC去把事情先办好~
办好后倒回去canteen2买了两粒茶叶蛋。。。
时间刚刚好~
xiong就call了我问我在那里~
一阵子。。。
他们就到了~
用了一段时间才到了五金店~（因为忘了去那里的路。。哈哈~）
买了需要用的东西~
我就问老板，有没有卖衣柜里面撑着吊衣架的那两块铁吗？？？
老板说：有！
我心想〉〉幸亏有卖这种东西~
我就问老板：老板，怎么卖??
起初我还以为很贵~几拾快一对~
老板说：五角钱一个~
心里直接放松~哈哈！！
原来那么便宜哦。。？？
xD
就跟老板买了两个~
一零吉还给我几粒螺丝（便宜到~~~~xD）~
哈哈~
我们买到差不多五点多就回家了~
回到家第一件事就是~
衣柜！！！
就应为，我喜欢帮电子的东西“开刀”~
所以~我有很多各种不同的（screwdriver)~
哈哈~
一定有一个可以用的~xD
没有用电钻是有点吃力~
但是还好啦，就当作是运动吧~呵呵~
结果用了一个小时的时间才把它修好~
耶！！！
大功告成！！！！
终于被我修好了！！！！！！
谢天谢地~
总算今天最重要的事情已办好！！！

好啦~
先写到这里~
会再到回来~
^.^

yes!!!!!

my childhood favourite cartoon~xD

I was very boring at midnight juz now except chatting on msn~

it was bout 1am something~

i was thinking wat can i do at that time~

then i was thinking to go download some movie to watch on www.tom365.com~

i clicked on the "cartoon and anime" part to find something funny to watched..

but at the first fews pages~

all anime(tthose i din see b4 de)...

hee~

then u juz keep clicking next page~next page~next page~ nextpage untill the last last 20th pages~

i suddenly eyes become big big!!!

and so exciting~

i found something to watched and i like it very very much since i was a kids~

and is my childhood cartoon!!!!

muahahahahaha..

and it is full set!!!

i looking for it for such a long long time le..

finally i found it!!!

coz everytime i wan to watch it..

i nid to go youtube to search for myself and most of them i watched b4 liao de..

boring dou~

hee~

i 55 downloaded it..

it divided into ten part~

one part is one and an half hours~

i had bout 12 ++hours of the cartoon to watched le..

when i watched it ~

i think back when i was small ~

i will laugh like hell when i watched the cartoon~

kakakakaz!!!

it is so memorable!!!!

haha...xD

the last thing i wan to tell is the title of the cartoon is~

"TOM & JERRY" !!!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

xD

**(dun come suan me ar "aunty"~xD)

my new cupboard~

Last month~

i found tat my cheap plak de cupboard cant stand the heaviness and the clothing tat i hav(is lots)~

and was going to fall~

i was so worry~

and it happened to my friend ~jason cupboard~

same problem we had~

to much clothing~

so i had discussed with him to share with him to buy a big adn wood made cupboard~

and we both can use and share togather to put in our clothes~

yes~

we agreed with each others le..

on the 22th october 2010~()

we went to genting klang to look for funiture shop(courts)~

we go by taxi~

and it had costed us rm 8.00++ to reached there...

we went in to courts ~

and we straight away go to the cupboard part ~

waseh!!!!!

all of them cost RM 500+++

omg!!!

cant affort it..!!!!

then luckily there a normal funiture shop~

we went into the shop with hope of getting a big and affordable wan...

finally we found one~

this~

the price is RM320

is bit expensive~

but quite big and is enough for us to put our clothes~

yes~

we bought it..

one preson RM160

heart pain~ >.<

and he sent o us next day~

But yesterday~

i came back from sunway~

when i open my cupboard ~i was SHOCK!!!!!

the holder of the tiang PATAH!!!!

omg!!!!!

WTH is happening~

IT ONI LAST FOR 2 WEEKS TIME?????!!!!!

RM 320??!!!!!

aiks...

i called jason adn tell him the "good news"~

><

then this morning he called the boss ~

but the boss say need to wait and they take to the dealer to change a new wan~

omg!!!!

nid to wait???

then how bout our clothes??

where to put???

for tat~

i had made a decision~

i will fix it myself..

2morrow I will go to the 五金店 to look for the metal made holder and srew it backmyself!!!!!

haiz..

i hope it will work!!!

god bless~

k la write till here lar..

will update again soon~

^^

when i was a kids~

the first photo is 4 of us~

hwa,wan ,qiang,fang~

it is very memorable photo~

thx mum and dad~

for teached and raised us up till now~

^^

to raised a child is very difficult ~

but my mummy and daddy~

had successfully raised 4 of us up without giving up!!!

they both are really geng!!!!~

i love them very much!!!!

i very appreciate it and now i am try my best to study well and get a

good and stable jobs in the next few years ..

at tat time is my turn to take care of u both le..

hehe..xD

and the second phot is when i was 1 years old with oni two teeth and "someone" say like a kid wif two teeth~

xD

Sunway pyramid~

I woke at 12pm something~
actually i didnt plan to go out today de..
and at bout 1pm pheng come ask me whether wan to go sunway to support M.I which are in semi final battleground 2010~
i had ntg to do at home so i juz said ok and follow them lo..xD
when we reached there..
i was vey blur and dun noe wat place was it..
haha.
coz it was the first time i go sunway pyramid although i been in kl 2 years ~
lol..
maybe because it is very far from where i staying now~
Then we straight go to the place and it just started~
and it was crowded and we squeezed to the front and get ourselve place to sit~
XD
the 1st fews group routine quite niz~
haha..
but i think MI routine is the best of all and is very entertained~
proud of u all!!!
haha...
congratz to them becoz they had done it very well and successfully proceed to the next round which will be on 2morrow~
good luck to them!!!
all the best!!!!!
after finished watching battleground ~
i was very hungry at tat time~
they said wanna to go BBQ plaza~
but i was thinking the price is bit out of budjet~ >.<
but i had no choice and closed one eye and go eat~xD
i spent RM22 having my breakfast and lunch at BBQ plaza~
quite "DAI" coz i ate till very full and i ate 3 bowls of rice!!!
lol..
xD
after tat we straight away go home~
i was very tired altough done not much things~
maybe is because of the weather today is damn damn hot~
aiks~
made me dizzy juz now~
i very enjoyed today coz long time din eat so "ho liao"
de things le..
haha..
k la...
write till here la..
will be back soon~
bye bye...
^^

today progress~

the pictures up there are the stage buliding progress till today~

is bout 50%++

but boss say still got lots of things haven done...

the actual night of the musical is bout less than 2 weeks away from today...

today i help not much~

like no mood and tired >.<

aiks..

sori guys~

i hope tat our stage can done b4 the actual night~

and is successfully function as wat we had planned~

lets add oil 2gather guys!!!

we can do it!!!

^^

off to college~

today woke up at 0930...
actually i nid to be in college to work out for the stage..
but as i noe..
the time in kl people will bit late de..
haha..
so i go a bit late lo..
haha..
xD
the stage for the musical"PATRIOT OF LOVE" (20th November 2010)progress now is about 50 % done~
and we worked it for 4 weeks ad..
thx for all the stage who brought me fun and jokes while the progress of stage building progress was going on..
i really enjoyed to work out wif u guys..
i learn lots of things from u guys..
especially how to build somethings wif plank and nail...
and how to make it stand still and long lasting~
besides i also learn bout colours and designs stuffs...
^^
haha..
and now i am going to college to work out wif u all lar...
see u guys there ~
bye bye~
haha..
xD

midnight~

juz finished editing and trying new thing on my blog..
haha..
but is 0250 now~is very late...
but i still not feeling sleepy!!!!
dun noe y ~
and 2morrow nid to wako up at 9 am!!!
omg~
aiks~
GOD~
help me to make me sleepy now~
sleep...
amitabha~

actully now i hav ntg to do except chatting wif someone~
xD
and juz write this for fun and to pass time~
anyway
gud night and sweet dream~
haha..

clubbing bird~

this bird sick ad~~
can shake till like tat~~
hahah.
funny~
but active~
hahaha...

step up 3D~

step up 3D ~
pro dancer~
niz and very geng~!!!
^^

halloween celebrated in japan~

niz dressed up and make up~
look so real..
bit scary~xD

shoe~

i wan this shoe!!!!!

SUPRA!!!!

but still have no confident whether suit me o not....>.<

give some comments ~

thx~ ^^

halloween event working day...^^

22th October 2010

my working day~

it is an event promotion at zouk~

we dressed up and make up like a ghost and walked along the way of pavillion road..

our job is to give out fliers and sweets to the people along the road we walked~

the crowds were enjoyed it and took photo wif us~

haha..

they are very friendly and polite~

it is a quite light and fun jobs~

it was my first time to dressed up and make u like a ghost and walked in the crowds~

i enjoyed it very much and hope to get this types of jobs again~

xD

lunch time~

i seldom have my breakfast since i failed to continue my advanced diploma after i failed some of my diploma subjects and it had "presented" me a long one year holiday to wait for my next badge advance course,for tat i stay at home everyday and doing nothing at home ==|||

it making me become very lazy and woke up at noon almost everyday.

i had skipped my breakfast and straight away hav my lunch.

this is actually one of the way to save money~xD

today i had my lunch at bout 2.30pm...

bought "zha fan" for my lunch at pv 7~

quite niz and cheap~

and was quite full~

at oni RM4.20...statified...

My life in kl today not so good~

it is becoz i felt alone especially when all of my housemates are not at home and went for classes~

left me alone at home and face the computer the whole day and juz like a paralyze human being~

ntg can be done and juz facing the computer..

aiks~

but at least have some part time jobs for me to work out and earn some extra pocket money~

actually i am still staying in kl is to let myself to study for my resit paper..

but the bad things is i dun even had mood to study!!!!

no idea y!!!???

and oni left 8 weeks...

and i haven touch anythings on my 3 resit subjects yet~

aiks~

wat i hope now is i can get back all my study mood asap....xD

tats all for now~

will be back soon~

^^

another boring without much things to do~

as usual woke up at 11:11 am(my alarm)...

thn wash face,bath and etc~

then sit infront of my computer and repeating wat i hav done everyday ==||

when i was fbing this morning, i found oldies song which i dint listen it for such a long time since the last time i listen was in primary school,and almost 3 years ~

lol...

the song named"friendships(朋友)" by 周华健..xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ydingPIMWsg&feature=share

this is a niz and very meaningly songs to every human being in this world~

actually today should be having a class at 2 pm ...

but because of my tiredness and laziness~

i didnt attend it~

==||

tats all for now~

continue later~

xD