Well~
The last time i updated here was 8 months ago
never touch or update it although i had a very wonderful moment in UK
Too busy? Too many trips? or Too lazy? XD
i dunno...
Anyway~ i can use one word to describe the whole 3 months life in UK!
DOPE!
Everything was just out of my expectation and imaginary while i was still in Malaysia
the weather, peoples and etc was just awesome!
really make me wanna stay there for life!
OK~ change topic... will update more photos of UK life here when i am free...
more than 10k photos~
skip~
Come to the things that i wanted to release stress here!
i find no more place or people for me to cry to~
only here... the best and the only place that nobody will read it only myself
Was really really frustrated recently due to job hunting attending interview
up to now only got 2 interview called up....
The first one~ and is the very first official interview for myself...
was really nervous due to i dun have confidence to answer and refresh my memory on the things i learnt in
Diploma end up failed to get it ...
Partly, the company also put too high expectation on fresh graduates who went for interview especially me
3 went for interview but only me failed to be recruited in the company
Disappointing to myself cos i cant do well in the interview and because i got a bad result
they recruiting based on result...
Issit only people with good result can work better???
The people with bad result cant work well???
can i say they underestimating people who cant study well???
i was asked that why i get so low result???
how i am going to answer???
at last i juz smile to them as i really dunno how to answer and my heart is slashed...
The second interview was in ampang, it is a quite big company, quite lots of things to be learned from...
that are the thing i wanted to learn and the jobscope i wish to have...
Went for interview last friday and get hired...
i was told that is a 5 days work...
i was told that rm 350 is for car allowance
i was not told anything about boding things (WTF???!!! applying for scholarship meh??!!!)
i was not told that i had night shift work...
i went to collected the offer letter today from ampang office...
when the first page i flip i tot i took the wrong letter because it written saturday working hour~@@"
keep reading through~~ i saw the boding things~
i do ask whether i got any training when i am in the company??
he answered me that i only have to follow the senior and he will guide me.. he never mention about the boding things... so if i dun have any training needed ,,, why the hell you include told training and boding stuff into my offer letter??? trying to framed me and seek benefit from my carelessness??
keep read through flipping through the next page
the allowance of RM 350 written as NIGHT SHIFT allowance~
what i have been told this RM 350 is for car allowance and what da hell is NIGHT SHIFT allowance??!!
FUCKING you never mention to me about working night shift??!!!
the most u told me is OT!
night shift and OT is fucking big different things! u noe that??
wondering how u can be a head of department!
or this is wat CEO told to do to their new coming employees??
End Up i had told the HR department to make an appointment for me with the one who interview me since he is not in today! i really wishing to hear what is he going to say!
i wanted to face to face to talk to him!
That is not the way u cutting cost for ur company man...
u keep doing this and not changing style of cheating people to come for interview...
ur company wouldn't stay long!
especially the graduates nowaday!
i hope it is HR department mistakes~
i really hope i can work here since there are lots of things i wish to learn from here...
i hope everything will goes well...
Really lost my mind... and really really down
looking for someone to accompany me.. but find no one~~
due something related self matter...
y they wanted to decide for me whether to work o not...
y not giving a decision-making chance for me to decide whether to accept this job o not~~
i really sked if they keep doin this to me ... I WILL NEVER GROW!!!
i am 23rd now arrrrr~~~~
when oni i got my own decision-making chance???
aiks...
o felt really really stress juz now...
really feel very very helpless and find no one to cry to~~ =(
the only is i went for pool alone at least able to cool down myself little bit~
The only wish now is i can get better offer from this company so that i can stay in company...
i wish to stay in ampang for changing a new environment for myself and due to some of the reason also~ =)
Wish myself good luck~
Amithaba~~
Good Night~ =) <3