Job at work quite slow down recently.
the functioning of my brain getting slower and slower.
cant even figure out well for small problem.
haiz...
my mind are doomed.
cant really focus on work.
Freaking hate OT recently. dun noe why , juz feel like wanted to get home as fast as possible.

i recently i made a big mistakes during work.
Quotation given to client was under quoted.
when it question by client to my manager, and found out that the amount between the corrected one and my one having a big gap!
after the finding of the big gap, juz only realise that i miss some big amount items and forgot to include into the quotation!
Damn it.! and coming monday which mean tomorrow i had to go with manager and clarify to client about such big difference between the 2 quotations.

=|
the longer the time i worked in singapore, the desperation of going back to kl to work becoming larger and larger.
Oh GOD! i really feeling wanted to go back to KL and work.
In singapore, the daily routine are the same!
Breakfast > work > lunch > work > dinner > sleep
Sunday worse.
staying at home all day long and sometimes only one meal for a day.
Damn it! what kind of life isit?
even tough sometimes go for badminton and basketball, but still feeling having a routine boring life.
thinking of planning a trip, but cant get a partner to go with.
feeling like getting a girlfriend and travel together with her.

It is quite difficult to find a girlfriend here i noe.
because of the work place environment, my site women workforce only 10 percent are women. mostly are married and partnered.
cant i stick to you?
i can chase you back?
do i have a chance?

recently i feel like i am losing hope (you).
had a hard feeling that you are not talking to me anymore.
have you got yours own special one?
hmmm....
i am far from you.
if i lose you i have no say.
sorry i choose to leave you alone there.
is the biggest mistake i made.
sorry.
actually i planned to get a car and drive up as frequent as possible juz to visit you and see you.
is because i do really miss you alots.
sometimes i seldom find you is because if i go near you too much, you will get rebounded faster or slip away faster.

You do really appear in my dream a lots of time.
but it just a dream.
dream will or never become true?
hmm...
can it become true?
i really hope so.
the next round i will be meeting you is when?
can it be like now?
haiz.
only if miracle happened.!

good night.
sleep early and dun always sleep so late ah...
sweet dream~ <3
I <3 you.