aiks~~~

i wrote this is becoz i was not in the mood~
felt very down~
felt my heart like being poked by a knife~
it was pain~
maybe is becoz miss u too much???
i dont wish to be like tat..
but i cant control it~
it juz happened anytime, anyway when ur face appeared in my mind~
issit becoz i put too much hope on u before tat???
no idea~
i wish i could concern u more as like b4~
get to noe the problems u facing and can help u solve it~
but i think is not possible for now~
but i still trying my best to concern u ~
i noe is bit stupid i am doing this~
but it will made me feel good when i doing all this things to u ~
although sometimes u din giv me a reply or respond~
i hope u wont hate me becoz i done all this stupid things to u ~

quite sometimes din meet u lerh...
sometimes really wan to meet u ~
but no fate~
sad~
actually i went to college everyday~
the reason is not oni to study ~
but also wish can meet u up~
><>aiks~