give up?? i afraid nope...

insomia!

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i am tired...

but my eyes not closing~~ lol

something keep flowing and appearing in my mind.....

i should missing~~

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maybe i am thinking tat...

issit still worth to continue doing all these things???

but if i give up ... for sure i will not do it again in at least 1-2 years time....

everytime i do it...

i feel like i am dump at doing all the things~~~

but i still wanna do it~~~

coz i still interested in doing such things...

i still very concerned bout it....

i still waiting for it....

the things is...

i will hurt myself everytime i done it~~~

especially with no response~~ ><'

i wondering tat i being dodged~

but not everytime i do it....

coz if i do it too frequenly~~~

will get frustrating!!!><

aiks~

but at least will response me sometime~~~

am i stupid o dump??? ><

i am very frust bout it actually~~~

i nid someone badly to shout out! T.T

Currently in malacca....

back for lucas boy 1 year old birthday~~

we all backed togather....

3 sisters will be back later 2pm bus...

but i am going to stay untill tuesday~~~

coz i nid to help my dad in shop...

since there is not enough man-power to do things~

i willing to stay few more days~~~

coz the test weight is very heavy...

my parent had no enough energy to carry the,..

so i nid to be there to help to carry~~

^^

my sister bought some pineapple tarts for her previous emcees category members from malacca...

so i juz ask her to bring one for u~~~

so i hope u like it~~~

hee~~~ ^^

finally i can feel tat my eyes is tired~~~

tomorrow still nid to help dad to wash his car~~ @@"""

good night and sweet dream to u~~ ^^