THE FIRST AND THE LAST TIME!

This is the first time in my life i am so sick!
on friday~
housemates planned to drink beer at overtime by ordering a barrel of beer wif the promotion of buy 1 free 1~~~~ @.@
i heard their plan..
i was thinking that.. hmm ~ no my problem~~ i wont go~
on saturday~ went for movie "结婚那件事" wif my 2 sisters in klcc~~
it was a very touching and meaningful movie~~
i was hoping that there is somebody that is so caring, concerning and understanding me~~=]
i think i will go for 2nd time alone~ lol

after watching movie~~
we went to kinokuniya to spend the free book voucher~
at last my sister spent all rm 200~~ but i oni spend rm50~~ @@
i bought a japanese language dictionary and thinking to start learning japanese myself~~ =)
juz a backup~ if i manage to went japan and work~~ it will be easy for myself that i noe how to read, speak and write in japanese~~
hope it is not difficult to learn~~ hee~~

then i reached home bout 8 smtg~~@.@
was very tired!
who know they ask me must go later~~
i was like @.@~
i said i go there dun drink beer i go for wat?
they keep call and presuding me to go~~~
at last cant withstand it and then i go~~
talk to myself>> go ther drink a bit to relax as in i was very frustrating on something~~

reached there bout 1030~~
9 f us~~
me, ryan, ahdee, xander, angie, pheng, tzecheat, cookies and eva~~~
and i spent rm 43.50 !!!!
damn 7 expensive!!! >.<
i dun noe the price at first~
i was thinking that only rm 10++ oni!
aiks! =(

then we started to drink~~
i drank bit by bit~~~
but become worst whn playing dice game~~
over drinking!
at first my dizzy head~~ but end up wif bursting head!!!
it really killed me!
they went mamak besides overtime for supper as they were hungry~~
i was laying on the table while they were enjoying their food~~
i was not drunk i think~~ becoz i still can walk by myself~~
but juz feeling that my head was exploding!
worst feeling ever and it was juz like i am meeting the hell god!

the very worst worst things was i vomitted while stopping at the red light!
i open the car door and vomit~~~ ><"""
it was so embarrasing yet awful! >.<
i dun y i promised to go wif thm~~~
it is becoz i dun noe how to reject people offer? haiz~
muz learn up this things!
remembered myself!

finally i got home... take off my shoe and change my clothing and straight laid dead on my bed!
ah dee told me that i was sleeping dead wif the same sleeping position since last night i laid on my bed! ><

From this thing happened ownward~~
i promised myself and everyone that concerned bout me, i wont do this anymore in my life~~~
and i will control myself and try my best to reject them if they invite me to go again~~ ><
it is not only wasting money yet fooling myself~~
feel sorry to u~<3

2morrow having 8 am class~~
good night to "u" and sweet dream yea~~<3<3<3


** ps: to all my housemates~ no offences~~ juz dun like the feeling of getting drunk~~ =)