its been a year~~~~

00:00 now~~~

sitting in front of the screen of my laptop~~~

updating my blog~~~

i wasted almost one year ~~

its been one year!!!

damn fast the time past!!

and i dun really noe wat i had done within this one year except doing nothing~~~

LOL~~

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staying in kl~~

doing ntg~~

wake up in the afternoon everyday~~~

skip breakfast and lunch~~

go straight to the dinner~~~

i think i am trying to kill myself~~~

is this one year time~~

made my life upside down~~~

everythings changed~~~

everythings different from wat i expecting for b4 i came into this college to continue my diploma course~~

aiks~~~

why others people can smoothly done and succeed in their study and continue their advanced??

WHY???!!!

because i am stupid????

i admit tat i am not good in studying~~~

and actually i dun like study very much!!!

in other to get a good career and had a good life in the coming few years~~

i had to study~~

this is wat i force myself to do~~~

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and i cant do it welll~~~

wasted my one year life~~

wasted my one year daily expenses~~~

wasted money for all those stupid resit subjects~~~

After i failed to complete my diploma in time~~~

lots of time i had planned to giv up my study~~~

go out for work~~~

but dploma certs~

can i really get myself a good career??

would i really earn enough money to take care of my parents and my future family???

is not enough!!!

tats wat i told myself~~~

and i nid to be hard-hearted enough to finished this boring and torture year~~~

aiks~~~

i told myself tat this one year is a training for myself before i get into the real world in the coming years~~~

hope tat is the truth~~~

^^

the "doom day" is reaching me in juz less than a months~

all is theory!!!

aiks~~

had to face it also~~

good luck to myelf !!!

going to start swallow all the notes soon~~~

gambatek!!!

xD